I am sitting at my desk at home in my jammies with coffee in hand, editing photos-that was my vision-I look up and I'm smiling. This sight came into my mind and I immediately got that warm feeling deep down which spread itself into my smile! Wow, it's been so long since I've been excited about something that I realize that I have forgotten how to get excited. "Do I smile? Do I jump up and down? Do I yell out?" Questions like this are going through my mind. Wierd, why am I asking myself how to express excitement? You go through every day thinking yeah I'm excited about this, I'm glad about that. But you're really not all that excited. I realized I had forgotten, I felt sad for a minute and then I realized that this was it, I felt excited again! I needed to grab on! It was small, but maybe if I keep holding it, I'll be excited some more and feel like myself again. "This is it", I think to myself, "my opportunity to gain back my joy and find my passion for life". The passion I had when I was 25 and single and living in Virginia Beach going crazy excited about every little thing, my hair, the beach, the sun, you name it and every guy that came along too!! That adrenaline pumping, blood racing, every cell alive feeling has alluded me for a while now. It's there though deep down, just waiting to emerge again and take a new form, a creative form. I am so grateful to have had a glimpse today into what the future holds for me, into what I thought was lost to me. My cup runneth over.